before i begin i'd just like to say i realise this isent the best place to make this thread but i though i would for some advice.
lately i've finished school and hopefully will be heading to college in september.
but ever since school ended i have become more depressed than usuall. i find myself being bored almost 24/7 i feel anxious which causes trouble eating and sleeping.
I also have become somewhat of A recluse i dont go outside, i just feel like staying home all the time. thinking about leaving my house i get panic-ed and worried about somthing happening to me. (my area has been getting worse latly due to the population of a 'ghetto' getting moved out here)
I have also started drinking alot more and smoking alot more weed than usual.
When ever im around people i feel shy and get very quiet more so than usual. (girls especially)
And since i don't have school i literally have been thinking 'whats the point of living?' although im not suicidal. i also dont have a job(im really bad at maths so i feel i cant even work behind a counter in a shop) and feel worthless like i am a drain on my parents money, and im starting to fear i wont get enough points for the college courses i want. In general i am just feeling like a looser.
so what i want to know is have you ever felt somthing similar to this? did you get out of it? if so how? i'd really appreciate any advice.