Do you ever get the feeling...

[Chemichonga]

No, I just make this shit up as I go.

Ah, just thought you knew something I didn't on the matter of "in the making of a killer."

[Chemichonga]

well, this topic makes me sick to my stomach,and i feel ive shared all ive nedded to share, i hope you find what you are looking for and that it gives you peace.

good luck

Well thank you for the input. No need to get upset, God can't help everyone.

[Harsk]

but doing it just because you can and might find something enjoying is another.


People do this all the time really. Take for instance gangbanging. Thats what we call natural selection, its the bottom of the food-chain. As intreiging as you try to make it sound, murder is a lowly and primitive form of self expression. It spawns from ignorance.

[Harsk]

Ah, just thought you knew something I didn't on the matter of "in the making of a killer."


Well I watch "CSI NY" so I figure I have at least as much insight as you on the subject.

[Chemichonga]

People do this all the time really. Take for instance gangbanging. Thats what we call natural selection, its the bottom of the food-chain. As intreiging as you try to make it sound, murder is a lowly and primitive form of self expression. It spawns from ignorance.

So primitive, yet it happens everyday.

[Azrael Numidia]

Well thank you for the input. No need to get upset, God can't help everyone.

lol, not getting upset frined, just had thought of deeds ive done that i regret.
good luck anyways, thx for responding to me appropriately

[Chemichonga]

Well I watch "CSI NY" so I figure I have at least as much insight as you on the subject.

Hmm, but what do all the characters have in common?

[Chemichonga]

lol, not getting upset frined, just had thought of deeds ive done that i regret.
good luck anyways, thx for responding to me appropriately

Ah, well, one less person doesn't change much. Also thank you for your input.

[Harsk]

So primitive, yet it happens everyday.

Right, cause frequency of occourance determines sociological advancement.

[Chemichonga]

Right, cause frequency of occourance determines sociological advancement.

Agreed.

[Harsk]

I'll tell you what would advance us sociologicly, gathering up all these kids who "think they may enjoy murder" putting them all in a big room and letting them explore their emotions.

[Chemichonga]

I'll tell you what would advance us sociologicly, gathering up all these kids who "think they may enjoy murder" putting them all in a big room and letting them explore their emotions.

I wonder what the winner would get.

[Harsk]

I wonder what the winner would get.

Oh, I think we would all be winners there.

[Chemichonga]

Oh, I think we would all be winners there.

Alright, well, I'm going to go lay down and introduce myself to another day. So far today it has come down to write book or just act upon it. I'll be on tomorrow I'm sure; if you feel the need to throw in a flame while I have my back turned and never come back, go ahead... I bid you all adieu.

[Harsk]

Alright, well, I'm going to go lay down and introduce myself to another day. So far today it has come down to write book or just act upon it. I'll be on tomorrow I'm sure; if you need to throw in a flame while I have my back turned and never come back go ahead... I bid you all adieu.


Last words aren't as sharp as they used to be. :D

[Black Thunder]

I recognize the vapour-like shortness of life, which is part of the reason I believe the Bible. There's more to this life than this life. ;r

[LobsterNexus]

Greetings, I've actually visited this forum before a few times, but it was this thread that actually made me register...

Dunno why really, maybe its because I never really read anything else here.... Oops... Well...

Anyway, I myself have had, minor thoughts about committing a murder, how I would go about it, how I would handle possible evidence, etc, etc. Mind you I've never actually thought "I want to do this" or, "I'm going to do this." But that isn't to say I haven't looked around a room and thought about it.

Now what would possibly cause someone to think like this?... Uh, well I don't know. No doubt growing up in an abusive situation might have something to do with it... Or maybe not even that, perhaps just stress.

However, I don't think that casually thinking about getting away with murder makes you a psychopath, or insane.

[C++ Student]

Yeah I like to imagine killing random people near me too. Its highly entertaining when bored. Also sometimes I imagine rape just for fun. Then sometimes I imagine some crazy shit happening and then I save somebody but I die in the process. Then everyone is at my funeral remembering me and my glorious life.

[nate4449]

I suggest a test run, but with kittens or puppies. It could perhaps satisfy your curiosity, though clearly it would be much more interesting/psuedo-meaningful to end the life of a human being.

PS: I demand pix.

[nate4449]

People do this all the time really. Take for instance gangbanging. Thats what we call natural selection, its the bottom of the food-chain. As intreiging as you try to make it sound, murder is a lowly and primitive form of self expression. It spawns from ignorance.

There is a clear difference between murdering to feel manly and murdering to satisfy curiosity.

[Chemichonga]

I suggest a test run, but with kittens or puppies. It could perhaps satisfy your curiosity, though clearly it would be much more interesting/psuedo-meaningful to end the life of a human being.

PS: I demand pix.

Actually I steer clear of animals. They lack the conscience to entice me. Humans use reason to avoid death with one another when it is clearly in front of them.

Not knowing who I am is part of the game.

[biggunsar]

Nothing is normal and everything is permitted as no one is sane but everyone is insane to some extent. Tell me what you think and what I should do; I'm no more crazy to ask here than anywhere else.

First off, if you question your sanity, your sane. Because it's the crazy ones that think they are perfectly normal.

Ever see a crazy guy talk to himself? He doens't realise he's doing it.

[Chemichonga]

First off, if you question your sanity, your sane. Because it's the crazy ones that think they are perfectly normal.

Ever see a crazy guy talk to himself? He doens't realise he's doing it.

I talk to myself often. If I question my sanity I can be sane. Just as Edgar Allan Poe stated it, “I became insane, with long intervals of horrible sanity.” This is interesting fun.

[Harsk]

There is a clear difference between murdering to feel manly and murdering to satisfy curiosity.


Riiight. :lmao: Like the guy who murders just to see what it feels like isn't fluffing himself. It's a form of domination with the common factor being a lack of self control.

[panthr]

I honestly have had similar thoughts not out of anger... just random thoughts. At one time, I actually thought I would go through with it. But then I thought of the possible consequences and decided that it really wasn't worth the effort. I am a lazy sort of person.

Whatever you do, DON'T seek counseling. Seriously, it rots the brain and turns it to mush. Everything now is "Get in touch with your feelings..." "Release your pain..." I like my pain and my feelings right where they are. They help me stay sharp.

As for my opinion for what you should do, just acknowledge your thoughts, enjoy them, and go on about your day. Or you could go through with it and in all likelihood end up with a needle in your arm or waking up to a 300 lb cell mate ramming a freight train up your ass... either way I dont care

[Yantheman]

youre just a selfcentered prick is all. im assuming youre young. youll grow out of this narcissm but for the most part everything youve expressed so far is something everyones experienced...they just dont take it so seriously.

[Ramathorn]

I was baptised and brought up as a catholic, although I'm not a believer or faithful follower anymore I figured why not bring a little aid from my old childhood faith. :)

Most holy apostle, St. Jude, faithful servant and friend of Jesus, the Church honors and invokes you universally, as the patron of hopeless cases, of things almost despaired of. Pray for me, I am so helpless and alone. Make use I implore you, of that particular privilege given to you, to bring visible and speedy help where help is almost despaired of. Come to my assistance in this great need that I may receive the consolation and help of heaven in all my necessities, tribulations, and sufferings.

Saint Jude, Patron Saint of lost causes.


-.-

[Rathynas]

I talk to myself often. If I question my sanity I can be sane. Just as Edgar Allan Poe stated it, “I became insane, with long intervals of horrible sanity.” This is interesting fun.

You sound pretty sane to me. Opening up about this probably means you're just a bit confuzzled. Don't know if we talked about this before, but do you do a sport? It seems as if you don't really have a way to funnel your frustration. A daily competitive sport can help with that, like one that involves fighting. I used to feel a lot like you're feeling now until I took up a martial art. That can also help with self-control, which you might need a bit more of...

Also, stop reading Poe. It'll give you emo rabies.

[wertyn]

Pills are for ignorant people... People in ages past survived without such things... to think people need them now is just amusing.

umm... no they didnt

[Fenrir-hai]

You should watch teletubbies.

[bruse]

I don't see any hope in humanity alone; it's an even bigger joke to find it in me. It truly disgusts me, just about every corner I turn there it is like a mass of cancer ready to be clipped away. I see no hope in repeating the same boring and distasteful long line that we all walk day in and day out. I don't want to repeat my life for the end of my days. Why? Just so I can retire and sit on my wrinkly old ass and look back just to lie to myself, "I lived a good life" when it's more along the lines of living a good life in servitude you ragged used up bitch; whereas all along I could have just pulled the damn trigger. I'd rather be submerged in a life time of pain than roll over just to submit and fade away.

Yeah I guess you gotta find something.
I'm a musician for an example.
You know what I mean.